Seriously, why am I so ungrateful? There are millions of starving orphans in Africa, millions of homeless in Sudan and millions of hungry people around the world, and here I am sulking about one thing or another. I'm such an abonimable twit.

I refuse to stay on campus, but I don't think I might have a choice after all. I'm like that bird who realizes that its shut in the room with the windows closed, and afte hours of relentlessly hurling itself against the wall, decide to admit defeat. But not me. I'm determined. Or rather, until next Monday.

PLEASE GOD IF YOU THERE, I THINK ITS TIME TO COME DOWN AND LEND ME A HAND IN THIS. I NEED ANSWERS.