I'm feeling very sick. So incredibly sick right now.

Moreover, I still have yet to decide whether or not I should go for camp. I hate overnight camps. What did I get myself into?

So far, adminsitrative issues for NTU is shaving years off my life. Definetely not what I had expected. The hostel. The apartment. The camp.

The unknown. I hate uncertainties in my life. I want to be in control of what happens, but so far, life is giving me such a headache. Maybe I shouldn't go for camp. But then what would I do next week? Why must camps exists?! I'm sure there are other fun ways of socializing, which there are! I'm not the camp type of person.

I wish I could rant to someone about this.