I seriously don't know what to do anymore.

I think I'm killing myself. Literally. Not with a knife, or whatever, but whatever I'm doing now. I think my body is dying. And I don't know what to do, or how to deal with things.

I feel so ashamed to talk to someone. I seriously don't know what to do.

I don;t know if I have a disorder, or if its a physiological phase. I don't know what to think.

A huge part of me wishes I could tell my mother everything that's hurting me. But I know I can't, because she'll get mad.

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