I've been having anxiety ridden panic attacks for the past few days regarding having an unknown roommate, and how I'd have to find ways to adjust my study habits to suit my new situation. One moment, I'd be somewhat excited, and the next, my heart starts pounding and beating extremely quickly and it makes me think I might be having heart failure for a moment.

I'm not used to change, especially when the situation isn't in my odds.

God, I know I don't pray to you often, but please. Help me work this out in my favor. I totally need this, much more than I want this.