Sometime's I think I can't make it in the dance department.

Just when I thought I was actually improving and makin some decent headway, reality comes crashing in and hits me hard on the head. Like today.

I hate disappointing Ryan and myself. It's as if I'm the ONLY dancer who cannot perform a nice turn and all. My lines are like crap and sometimes I just feel like giving up.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm tired. Really. I don't know how much my mind can handle any more disappointments.