I wonder how much a pedometer costs. I'd like to buy one and finally get my life on track and lose weight properly for once.

Oh crap my mother is back. I'm getting used to life without her actually. Though I wonder without her, my dad will certainly fail as a parent, of which he already has. He won't know what to do with my brother, he can't turn on the microwave or start the washing machine. He doesn't speak to his children. He won't bother giving us an allowance. He doesn't know what groceries to shop for.

My own mother is the cause of my low self esteem and self hatred. I'm so fucked up.