Day 4: Bullet Your Whole Day

• Woke up with doldrums in my heart and was unable to muster the energy to get out of bed to due to mental conflicts and cutting from the previous night
• Received a suck-ass grade for Critical Writing Assignment 1
• Headed back to Hall for lunch after Critical Writing tutorial.
• Reflected more upon my decision to reject recital
• Jumped onto my bed and finally cried, after 5 weeks of bottling them emotions up
• French class
• Go through slides with S.
• Listened to S play the guitar: the first few chords of Slow Dancing in a Burning Room, and singing and strumming the guitar to Somewhere Over the Rainbow, by a Hawaiian artist and Everything, by Michael Buble.
• Mindless small talk with S after finishing slides as I puttered around his room and opening and closing drawers at will.
• Dinner with mousefoodbakes at Canteen A.
• Edited draft for Letter to the Editor.
• Jogging for 20 minutes
• Submitted draft to turnitin.
• Completing this post.
• Shall log off soon to do work.
• I miss Bobby
• And
• I miss Grandma.