Went back for open classes on Wednesday after Abnormal Psych exam. Its funny that I can catch intermediate class - Fredy's class - but not the beginners class, like today's Reggae and Street Jazz. I had no frickin' idea what I was doing. But today's Street Jazz had a lot of turns, and my turns suck so I was NOT confident at all. Melanie from TPDE was there as well and it was kinda cool seeing her there because she's a really good dancer, but i made me even sicker because I was no nervous I screwed up the steps and ended up looking like an idiot. As usual. I mean we're both in TPDE but she's so awesome and fantastic so obviously she'll get them all nice and pretty, whereas me? I rush through and fail miserably. AAAARGH.

I wonder when I'll start improving and stuff. I mean I can catch steps but I think I lack confidence and practice so I can't remember and whatever. Shitty. But the choreography was nice. For Reggae and Street Jazz I mean. Ryan used Lady Gaga and I swear, Lady Gaga may be stupid, but her songs are real awesome. Ryan used Teeth, by Lady Gaga and i LOVE the opening scene where to have to crawl to the front like an animal. Awesomeness. I think I' better tat portraying a character sometimes that actually executing the steps. I should have been the Drama Club or something. Hey if I could get slapped around in HS' play for and being a battered abused wive, character comes naturally to me.

I thought Reggae would be fun, but it turns out its a whole different genre from Street Jazz of the hiphop that I do. It's reminds me of being a monkey. I don't feel the Reggae groove sometimes. Weird.

I'm sort of into Bad Romance right now, after the sing kept playing at so many different stores that I went to while in town. Like in Forever 21, River Island, Mango & even Topshop were playing Bad Romance. So now its stuck in my head.

Oh and like 2 days before Abnormal Psych exam, I watched the music video for Miley Cyrus's song Party in the USA and it got stuck in my head and while sitting for the paper I kept humming the song and unconsciously writing the lyrics onto the answer paper.

So it'll be like "Postive symptoms of schizophrenia refer to excess and/or distortions in behavior, this is all so crazy, everybody seems so famous. Had to keep changing everything on my paper. But yeah it was simpler than I expected actually, the paper I mean, but it's not good because so many things I studied weren’t tested. I mean hello not ONE MCQ or essay questions tested theories or any disorders whatsoever. They were more like stupid definitions which was way annoying.

So after the paper I headed to town for a bit and bought books which I regret buying. I always regret buying books not be Jodi or Dan, because they end up not to liking. But I bought earrings and a necklace from Topshop 8)

GEMs is at end of the month and training for GEMs is everyday from Monday onwards. I wonder how it's going to be like. No one said anything about the schedule, so I'm hoping it'll be in a way that still lets me go for open classes. Really want to improve! Today was just a flookie day and literally embarrassed myself in front of Melanie. Let's hope she doesn't remember.

And yes, this is why girls become anorexic, bulimic and harbour other sick body issues.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. This is just sick.

And he parts the Red Sea. Bruce Almighty is a cure for depression I swear. Or any comedy or chick-lit film. Like The Devila Wears Prada, and Shrek and Mean Girls.