Today is the 26th of November.

26th of November is the O School Recital.

I'm not going to gaga over it all over again. I've gotten over it already, after weeks of melancholic emotions that almost drove me over the edge (where have I heard that before?).

Even though its a Saturday, I decided not to watch the recital. Because I know I can't enjoy the performance without experiencing that sense of aching and loss in my heart. It sound cheesy and corny, I know, considering how I'm one who cannot tolerate Hallmark card bullshit. But you just need to think about a time when you gave up something that you worked so are to get that you really wanted, and you'll understand how I feel.