I am going to flunk one scary exam on the 24th of February.

I am positively the WORST street jazz dancer.

Obviously street jazz did not go well today. I couldn't catch the steps, because I was at the back and so couldn't see myself. Plus, it was at the TCC and not the studio. So no mirrors. I don't know what the fuck I am positively doing, because I seriously suck. I mean it. My Reggae is better than this.

The moves for street jazz are so. Intricate. I have to move my body in a way that I've never done before and I'm not used to it yet I suppose. BUT STILL. I suck at the routine today. AND I still cannot turn on the spot, required twice throughout the routine.

I'm really afriad I can't get the steps and all, because this isn't commbased project. I would suppose you're expected to be better and catch steps quicker. But I can't! I don't want to let Gin, or Sam or Joycelyn or any of the other dancers in the same item as I, down.

I feel very overwhelmed right now and need a miracle because I need to learn how to turn on the spot without falling like an elephant like by tomorrow.

I shouldn't have been in Street Jazz. The other dancers there are major awesome and I feel like a fool next to them and as though I'm dragging everyone down. Aaaargh. This sucks.

Am really tired, but school crap homework is keeping me awake.

I am positively the WORST street jazz dancer.

I'm in a piss ass mood now.

I've been practicing turning on the spot for street jazz and i kept twisting my ankle on falling onto the floor. I even fell on poor Bobby's paw once and he yelped ad scuttled away. My bad.

My ankle hurts. I couldn't walk for about an hour just now because the joint simply hurt. What the fuck is wrong with my foot and balance, like seriously?

I. Cannot. Turn. On. The. Spot.

I can't spot properly. I can't find and maintain my balance. During street jazz today, we had to do turns and I kept toppling over whenever I do them. Shit. This sucks.

Counseling test today was such a bloody sham. I'm still pissed, and annoyed because I studied my ass off for this subject. I'm also annoyed that NO career counseling theories came out, except to list silly 5 personality traits which aren't even important anyway.

Bugger.

Had Reggae training after that so I had to rush down after the test ended. Got all the steps though some transitions were pretty fast so I couldn't full out on these steps, because whenever I try to, the next step comes so it's like I cut steps and looks downright weird & horrid. Nevertheless I caught em' all and will be practicing them before next Thursday again. MUST IMPROVE.

It was only like 30 seconds of choreography and all of us were shagged out and tired. My feet hurt.

Took the bus home with Jesscy and it was nice talking to her. She's another great dancer as well. Dang. I. Must. Improve.

Right so now it's bloody A&P and APIP discussion section. God, I hate researching. It's so time consuming and there's always the chance that you won't find what you need.

Aaargh. I'm hoping tomorrow never comes. I don't want to do Ass&Per project. Who knew Sam Witwicky could be a challenge to work on. I just want to drive all my energy into APIP and Abnormal Psych. Oh and GEMs concert. Street Jazz on Saturday. Can't wait to see how it goes (:

Off to work now! Bugger. My back aches and my feet are mildly swollen. I shall will my eyelids to droop. I mean. To not droop.

Counseling test commences tomorrow and I'm marvelling at the shock of the stuff that I didn't memorize. I just pray that they won't be tested, or I'll fling myself off the top most building and die.

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