Feeling a little confused lately. Just realized the extent to which how ambivalent I can get about trade-offs in my life.

I haven't been dancing for almost 2 weeks and I feel...bad. I mean. I want to dance. And get better. But priorities are priorities. And my trading dance for studies right now and its just weird. I love dancing and I really want to train for ANY performance that there might be but its just.

AAARGH.

I wish I had started dancing earlier in life.
I want to resume piano again. After OSIP ends.